Sick
My dad is sick.
My sister’s partner is an alcoholic which is a sickness and so he spends all their money on alcohol which makes me sick. And confused. How can someone spend the money they need for their kids on fucking booze?
So I’m working extra hours to be able to give her money which makes me sick from the stress. But it’s worthwhile. Because this morning when I called and said “go shopping, babe” she cried with relief. I’ve been giving her anything she asks for but I know it kills her to ask so today I just deposited money as a surprise. And when she said she would pay me back I told her I’d spank her if she tried. And she is my sister so ewww that’s just sick.
And my ex just proposed to his fat old mother figure girlfriend. When they have been sleeping in separate beds for ages. She told me, not him. Their relationship is dodgy and I don’t understand why people think a ceremony will solve all their problems. It’s not sick, it’s just fucked up. Sigh.
